“Don’t let them in. Conceal don’t feel. Don’t
let them know. Let it go. Turn away and slam the door. Let the storm rage on,
the cold never bothered me anyway.” ~ Let It Go, from the movie Frozen
I’ve
always enjoyed Disney movies. I can’t even count the number of times I sat with
my children watching endless replays of The Little Mermaid, Beauty and the
Beast and The Lion King. So, when Frozen came out I was eager to see it.
However, Frozen has touched me in a way other Disney movies never have. The
movie explores many deep psychological issues relating to sense of identity,
social roles, rebellion, invalidation, feeling different, trying to be normal,
self acceptance, emotional regulation, vulnerability, and relationships. This
could explain why it seems to strongly resonate with many teens and young adults
in a way that most Disney movies fail to do. My 22-year old son loves the movie
and there is even a youtube video showing a group of hearty young marines gathered together
singing its theme song.
In my
work as a psychotherapist, I’ve helped many clients whose lives have been
touched by borderine personality disorder. As I watched Frozen, it occurred to me that
Elsa, the main character, showed many of the signs and symptoms of borderline
personality disorder (BPD). BPD is a psychological condition characterized by
poor impulse control and serious instability in mood, interpersonal relationships
and self-image. People with BPD have a pattern of intense rages, bitterness,
vindictiveness and punitiveness, which is usually significantly out of
proportion to external realities. As a result, they frequently unwittingly
sabotage and undermine themselves. People with BPD tend to have stormy
relationships that swing from idealization and adoration to extreme rage,
disappointment and devaluation, often without any apparent rhyme or reason.
Because of their strong emotions and impulsive destructive anger they often
feel like they are bad or evil and that they are doomed to harm anyone who
loves them or gets close to them. They are highly sensitive to rejection and
will often develop cold aloof exteriors as a way to manage their intense
vulnerability. Retreating from relationships and withdrawing from the ordinary
course of society as a way to handle their emotional dysregulation and
impulsive behavior are classic BPD coping strategies.
Hopelessness,
depression, social anxiety and feelings of being out of control are common
features of BPD. Chronic feelings of
emptiness and identity confusion are typical as well. Unfortunately, those with
BPD frequently engage in a dysfunctional type of thinking called emotional
reasoning, such that if they feel it to be true, they believe it to be true, no
critical thinking is engaged. People with BPD often see the world in terms of
extremes, good vs evil, all vs none. They describe an internal tug of war
within their own minds, a terrible struggle between their “emotional” mind and
their “rational” mind. One way they handle this tug of war and their all or
none thinking is through a dysfunctional regulatory coping strategy called
splitting. In splitting, people with BPD “disown” or deny entire parts of
themselves, frequently projecting them onto others. Splitting is especially
common as a reaction to experiences of trauma or profound loss. Sometimes they
even engage in self-harm as a way to punish the bad parts of themselves or they
lash out as a way to inflict harm on those on whom they have projected the bad
parts they have chosen to deny within themselves. Delusional thinking,
paranoia, and dissociative reactions during times of severe stress are also
common features of BPD.
People
with BPD often grow up in emotionally invalidating environments. They typically
describe feeling criticized or judged by those who were supposed to provide
love and nurturance. In such families, legitimate concerns are rarely addressed
directly, leaving children uncertain and confused. It’s hard to develop good
judgment and adaptive coping skills when you aren’t getting healthy guidance, constructive
feedback and positive encouragement from your parents. There are actually multiple
paths to Borderline Personality Disorder and family dysfunction is only one of
many risk factors. However, families of people who develop BPD are often
characterized by poor communication, chronically mixed messages, absent
contingencies, secrets, and shame.
Historically,
Borderline Personality Disorder has been poorly understood by most medical
professionals. Therefore, many doctors have misdiagnosed the disorder and advised patients and their parents to ignore the problems and hope that the condition will improve on its own with time. Symptoms of BPD can be significantly improved with psychotherapy.
Treatment generally addresses the cognitive distortions, emotional
dysregulation, relationship dysfunction and acting out that cause people with
BPD and those who care about them so much misery. Since most people with BPD
are very sensitive to rejection and abandonment, positive experiences of
consistency, nurturance, emotional support and acceptance can be very healing.
Elsa
demonstrates many classic borderline characteristics and life experiences. From
early on, she sees herself as different (which she is). Many people with BPD
don’t experience life and events in quite the same way as others. They are
often different and highly sensitive relative to the norm. Elsa’s family is
invalidating. They don’t help her manage or celebrate her uniqueness. Instead they
pressure her to ignore it, control it, and keep it a secret. She pretends to be
“good” and normal, instead of learning to be herself. She is never taught an
adaptive way to regulate her emotions and impulses, so when she is playing with
her little sister, she loses control. This loss of control harms her sister and
is highly traumatic for her whole family. The “professional” they go to for
help, doesn’t understand how to help Elsa handle herself adaptively either.
Instead the family is told to act like nothing happened and to keep the
traumatic event a secret. In her shame, guilt and confusion, Elsa isolates
herself and her feelings of being dangerous to those she loves, different, bad
and out of control continue to grow. Many individuals with BPD have an almost
delusional sense of their own power and harbor serious fears that they will
harm others with this power through their intense emotions and outbursts. We
see this in Elsa’s fear that her inability to control her power will
destroy those she loves.
As with
many people with BPD, Elsa’s emotional problems escalate with adolescence. Elsa
worries that the people and events of her coronation will trigger another
episode like the one where she harmed her sister when they were young. She
tries to be “perfect” and pretend everything is normal but she is unable to do
it. It’s too much for her. She almost succeeds but ultimately, she loses
control, unleashes the storm within and acts out without regard for how her
actions will affect others or the kingdom for which she is assuming responsibility.
In doing so, she undermines her coronation and sabotages her role as queen. As
it turns out, she is completely unaware of the severe harm she has wrought.
Instead of calming herself and dealing constructively with the aftermath of her
actions she flees. She decides the most parsimonious way to handle her
dangerousness is to isolate herself and keep others away. By choosing to be
alone, she can stop pretending to be normal. She can avoid stress and
vulnerability. She can insure she will never use her power to hurt anyone else.
Her
emotions have been a roller coaster that she can’t get off. By isolating
herself and building an ice castle to protect herself, she can stop pretending.
She finally gets a break. In the song, Let It Go, she comes to some important
realizations such as “it’s funny how some distance makes everything seem small
and the fears that once controlled me can’t get to me at all.” She comes to a degree of self-acceptance “The
wind is howling like this swirling storm inside. Couldn’t keep it in, heaven
knows I’ve tried.”, “Up here in the thin air, I can finally breathe. I know
I’ve left a life behind but I’m too relieved to grieve.”, and of course, “Can’t
hold it back no more, Let it go, let it go.”
When her
sister attempts to rescue her from her self-imposed exile, Elsa’s reaction is
once again out of proportion to the external reality. She vilifies those who
want to help her and lashes out once again to push them away. And thus, once
again, she grievously hurts the one person in the world who loves her, accepts
her and wants to help her the most. Elsa’s mood swings and quixotic emotional
changes are typical of people with BPD. She gets angry, the blizzard starts and
just as suddenly it stops. She doesn’t know how to undo the damage her temper
tantrums have unleashed and she feels helpless and hopeless.
Olaf is
a particularly interesting character. He says Elsa made him so he
knows how to find her. It appears that Olaf is the part of Elsa that she split
off in her rage, shame and despair. He is the part of her that was innocent,
loving, playful, joyful, funny and could handle stress with grace and
equanimity. So long as the world is frozen, Olaf can exist on his own. When the
world starts to thaw, Olaf begins to melt. Instead of letting him melt away she
creates his own personal flurry to keep him alive and part of her life. He
says, “Some people are worth melting for”. But she doesn’t allow Olaf to melt so she can keep the part of her that
can experience love and joy alive, always.
Elsa’s
healing comes about when she learns she is loved and will not be abandoned.
Most importantly, she also learns to accept herself as she is, all the good and
the bad. When she learns that she is loved and won’t be abandoned she becomes
unfrozen and allows her healing to warm the world up and reverse the harm she
has wrought. She allows love and joy back in to her life. She learns to manage
her destructive impulses so she can handle them adaptively rather than lashing
out when triggered by strong emotions. Elsa learns there is a place in the
world for her. She is not so damaged, different or evil that the world is
better off without her.
With
love and support from those who care about her, Elsa saves herself and her
kingdom. While her sister can enjoy romantic love and unfettered happiness,
Elsa is still reserved. Romantic love is not yet in the cards for her. She
still has to reconnect and rebuild herself. She must learn to manage her self
and perhaps even learn that what she sees as a curse can also be a strength. She
still has work to do. But her healing has begun. There is hope.
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ReplyDeleteHave you ever wondered about Elsa's gloves? She uses them to control her powers, to limit the impulses. I had this thought about my eating disorders, how I used them to hide who I really was, because being borderline is sooo uncontrollable, and with eating disorder everything is clear: you're happy because you lost kg, you're sad because you ate too much. Except for that, emotions come out of nowhere. As a result I was diagnosed at first only with ED, which I guess was hiding my 'true nature'. The gloves remind me of the disorders co-ocurring with BPD, such as OCD or ED, which give some imitation of control, but backfire eventually, and to be healed you need to give them up... I mean, I still have my obsessions and compulsions, including binging, but as they're slowly disappearing, my "true personality" becomes more apparent, and I'm able to treat - as much as it is possible - the source, not the symptoms. And as Elsa needs to learn how to control uncontrollable without the protection of gloves, I'm learning to live with who I am without the "protection" of my eating disorder. I know it's an old article, but I just found it and am wondering about your opinion. And sorry if my English isn't very good, but I hope I was clear :)
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing your thoughts which were beautifully written and clear. I agree that Elsa's gloves are a powerful metaphor for protection and control. When you have the confidence to be yourself, the need to use resources outside yourself for coping diminishes. Good luck in your journey!
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ReplyDeleteAnna: “I suddenly see him standing there, A beautiful stranger, tall and fair. I wanna stuff some chocolate in my face”. It looks like sublimation, isn’t it? :)
I also love this movie. I thought it’s a metaphor for Obsessive–Compulsive Disorder (conceal, don’t feel, you always have to be, couldn't keep it in, heaven knows I tried) and Avoidant Personality Disorder (don't let them in, don't let them see, put on a show, make one wrong move and everyone will know, but it's only for today). But I didn’t notice Elsa’s emotional dysregulation, so, probably I don’t notice it in myself.
Special thanks for Olaf, because you’ve given the best explanation of splitting I’ve ever seen. I’m also a “borderliner” (maybe don’t have BPD with its emotional dysregulation, but I’m at least between psychotic and neurotic) so I don’t have integrated identity. Your explanation of splitting helps to understand why sometimes it’s so difficult or even impossible to integrate your own identity. Elsa is playful, she loves her sister and has propensity to kill her sister if they play together. It can’t be integrated.
I have my own experience being with people who were giving their consistency, nurturance, emotional support and acceptance, at least for some period of time. And I agree with you that it’s very healing and completely changes the inner world.
Nicely done! I must admit I have refrained from watching this movie and most other Disney movies. Essentially, at some point I felt Disney lost its way, however after reading this I am intrigued and have a movie to watch this afternoon! As an individual with BPD, acceptance is a daily struggle...I cannot wait for the day that I can "let go" though feel on many levels all beings wrestle with moving beyond past hurts. Like my fiance always says, "It is easier said than done..."
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ReplyDeletecan never be cure, can professional here explain this to me. The Herbal medication I use for my Son worked perfectly on him and now I have peace at home now, My Son is finally healed. If you have someone with a chronic type of Borderline Personality Disorder, contact Dr. Benson with this e-mail on drbenson833@gmail.com